Applescruffgirl

I feel like Richard Hammond when he tried to cross the Channel in a boat that was really a car and not very good at being either the latter or the former. I have to audition today VERY SOON for a guy I've never met to get into an orchestra that starts rehearsals TODAY and the material I'm using is stuff I haven't played since JULY ahh i'm screwed. So yeah I'm a violinist now. I've always played it, just never took it very seriously, but recently I decided after attending a most inspiring strings Camp in the end of July that violin performance was the vocation I was going to go for. It will be hard, I will have to work 24/7 and I'll have to

I don't even know why I'm doing this I mean who cares about what I'm doing? No one out there in the world could possibly want to read this! I know this profile page has spent a lot of time NOT getting updated but i don't know if there are any WITNESSES to it not getting updated and filled with new fan art and stuff... SO REALLY why bother telling anyone who would read this the reason why I haven't turned in anything original for so long? Because I feel guilty about not taking part in the DA community and I'm lonely and I want to interact and answer comments and delete "fave" notices out of my news feed...yup its all about ME!!! Most

I hate my laptop!!! Normally i love it. BUT NOW I HATE IT BECAUSE IT WON'T LET ME PLAY MYST THE BEST PC PUZZLE GAME EVER!!!! :rage: :frustrated: :'( If i can't play myst then I can't play the rest of the games :"( :( :( I'll never become a Mystiac at this rate WAHHHHHH!!! :'(